I grew up with divorced parents.
I have not one single memory of how happy my mother was when she was with my father.
I came across a picture of her on her wedding day…saw them at the alter…
But that’s it.
I grew up wanting a love I had never seen before.
I never saw it first hand but I knew it existed.
I heard songs about it.
I saw movies about it.
I yearned for it.
At 25 I still have yet to see it.
My dad remarried or whatever & that’s been a good example to me as to how a man is supposed be a man & husband but still that’s not the marriage I long for. I desire more.
How I know what it’s like to be a good wife?…
I have no idea because I didn’t grow up witnessing that.
All I know is that I know how to love because my spirit is filled with the love of God & I will love the way He loves me.
One thing is for sure though…
I have enough love inside of me by myself to be single for the rest of my life & still be happy when I see others in love.
God keeps me content.
I can’t ask for more than what He’s already given me with Him alone.
At 25 I refuse to end up like the “examples” set before me.
I want commitment.
I want to be one.
I want to be thee example.
I want to be 1Corinthians13:4-8.